get me outta here

i suppose it's a normal stage in things but a combination of more formal office culture, the abscence of friends and a recent e-mail from California (I miss you... Come home soon.) have me really wanting to pack back up and head west.

i've arrived...

well in Texas anyways. i have a lot to share but little time to do so right now. more later i promise. anyone interested in my contact info here can contact me directly via e-mail or im.

leaving home

is coming way too fast but it's coming none the less.
 
i've said the goodbyes and i'm no uber busy with work, packing and life. as you can imagine blogging is low on the list for a little while here.

t-minus one week

"wow" is just about all i can say. in one week i'll be in my car with what will remain of my possessions on my way to life in Texas.

i can't say it's a trip a look forward to but i have resigned myself to it. it is what must be for now i think.

i'm just beginning to read a book about having a conversational prayer life with God. it begins by talking about how we often mistake circumstances for being God's guidance. that's been resting in the back of my mind a bit uneasily right now.

tired

of a lot of things right now. tired of maintaining. tired of failing. tired of cleaning up my mistakes. tired of coming home to an empty apartment. nah, not some suicide note or anything that weighty. just tired.